screaming!

*jiwa kacau mode*

sumtimes i juz felt like im all alone in diz huge world... or am i being too sensitive?

sumtimes i juz felt like nobody hears me though im screaming out loud... or am i being too dramatic?

sumtimes i juz felt like nobody cares a thing bout me...or am i being too much?

argh!!!!!!!cud my life be any confusing???

Dancing...my obsession!

i luv dancing since.....let me think....since EVER!!!haha~ ntah la...x igt ble ske menari....tbe2 je ske gile menari....im not dat gud though...well...its my interest not my expertise!haha~~ diz pic were taken ms dancing competition inter mktb kt melaka...unfortunately, we lost....xkesa la tuh...lg pon sume pon bidan terjun jek...byg kn da whole option kna msuk tarian....ade yg excited...(esp girls la tmsuk aku....) tp ade yg rs mcm nightmare....tp da boys not bad la....bleh dikira fast learner gak diowg nih...plus dlm tarian pon....laki xpyh nk lmbut2 sgt....kna macho2 cket....so,shud be no problem kut 4 da boys...6 org kt ats nih 'geng inang' aku,aleen,dila,marina n 2 akak kpli...(akak...sori lupe nama akak!) Inang byk main tgn n ini la yg wat aku flunk sgt2....aku prefer zapin...zapin byk main kaki je...inang ni klu x lmbut mmg huduh la!ntah2 sbb tuh mktb aku kalah....coz aku menari inang x semenggah...hahaha~ da lps pon competition nih...


ni la antara krew2 tarian...da boys yg pki itam tuh sume wat kuda kepang...da one wif blue wat zapin...(hurm...i wish i cud perform zapin.....)gurls yg pki merah lak perform jawa...)quite interesting gak la) rs nye kn....itu kut last aku dapat perform tarian...well da bsr nih..mne nk dpt oppurtunity lg?sad.... =( ntah la...xtau la akn tkubur ke obsession aku nih...blaja kt mktb pguruan (now da upgrade institut) nih byk protokol...menari2 nih bkn slalu bleh wat....len mcm kt skola dlu....special occasion jek mst ade tarian....

cnth nye hari guru... =) ms nih partner aku azhar...sweet moments in sc jhr...asek menari jek keje aku....even time form 5 pon aku leh msuk tarian lg....rs nye time form 5 tuh aku sowg jek gurl yg form 5....yg len form 4....mmbe2 pon perli..klu lalu kantin mst dgr lagu zapin kt dewan....xlain aku n geng2 tarian aku la tuh menari...x silap aku yg msuk tarian skali fuad kut....syazwan xmsuk...die sibuk dgn debate rs nye....haha~ aku asek menari jek smpi ade skali tuh paper fzk aku flunk giler2....tjelepuk aku kt klas....markah aku 54 kut...org len sume dpt A1 dgn A2...mne aku x mraung!!!!tp...xsia2 la pngorbanan aku tuh...coz time competition district level....smsj dpt no 2....ok la tuh.. =) b4 nih mmg xpnh mng pon....ms competition tarian district level tuh...cik S ikut...=) nyibuk jek...aku naik2 bas tgk muka die da tcangak dlm bas...xpe2...bg sokongan moral...=)

nsib baik la spm aku x flunk....klu x,aku mnyesal xsudah....heee....saya yg kuat bermain ketika di sekola... =)


**to be continued..

evrything have a 1st chapter....

i dun noe where to start...x pnh terfikir lgsg nk tulis blog....but suddenly it occurs to me that once upon a time...i was a person who loved writting sooOoOo much!terigt ms skola dulu...pn sakhiyyah always tells us to write journal...rs nye dat was the starting of evrythin...aku mula suke mnulis starting from that point onwards...plus,pn sakhiyyah slalu drop comment at the end of my writting...dat tell me she really read it....not only checking how many entry yg aku tulis....ble ade komen tuh....rs appreciated sgt...coz xsgka die ade ms nk baca journal aku yg sgt2 lame tuh...she's my inspiration!start from pn sakhiyah,sume ckgu english aku adlh inspiration aku!hee..rndu nye zmn skola...

anyways...rs nye start dr tu gak ak terpk nk jd ckgu bi...tp xde la pk dgn mendalam pon...juz pk..bes nye dpt jd ckgu bi cm pn sakhiyah...n dpt inspire students...n rs nye...ak kind of serious kut nk jd ckgu bi wpn ayh sbenanye nk aku amek bidang sains....mcm die la.ayh dgn mak 2 2 org kimia...ayh from usm...mak from ukm...maybe...dats y ayh nk suh aku amek sains gak kut specificly,medic...tp diam2 borg upu aku...aku pnuh kn dgn tesl...pilihan ke7 statistik...npe ntah aku ltk statistik...nk biar ade variety kut dlm application aku...hurm....turns out....application tesl aku xsgkut....sblknye application yg ke7 tuh yg sgkut....mula2 aku nk g gak uitm tuh...tp aku ade back up plan....ak mohon edu kt mktb...ak xdpt tesl....ak dpt science....then aku pk....diz is 2 in 1...ak mmg nk jd pdidik....n ayh nk aku amek science....so....maybe i shud go 4 it.....lalu bmula la idup aku sbg bakal pdidik......ironi nye....sains prlu diajr dlm bi....basically,everybody gets a happy ending....

p/s: shai pon kind of suruh aku jd ckgu, instead of g uitm machang n amek statistics...