issues.

i felt like writting bout something. but i know for sure it will bore people. and i think its not nice writting about the thing i felt like writting. blergh. crap.

but then, screw that. this is the purpose of this space aite? the place where i could spill anything, the place where one day will be something i could refer to about the time im having. the situation im facing.

and the issues im facing this corner of time, is MONEY. nothing bigger than this issue right now. every now and then, all im thinking about is how to make ends meet. how to spend my money wisely (that if there are any balance after all the bills and necessities payment)

im taking out my purse and urgh, its torn. sigh. i really dont need this in the middle of the month. i NEVER use my purse untill its torn. it seems like i use it till it reaches its limit. i hate it. this stage sucks so much. this is where there'll be imaginary cloud in my mind.

maybe, i could get a new purse if i don't eat for 5 days. ouh! ouh! maybe i could get a new purse if i do not went back to jb this week. ouh! ouh! maybe i could get a new purse if i go to school walking? what the hell?

this money issue is really bothering me. yeah, i agree sometimes its more to EGO. its not that my parents dont give a crap about me. but i just really wanted to TRY being independent. for once in my life.

hurm. whatever with the money issue. i cant wait for next year. insyaAllah my financial status will be stable by that time. not for long i guess. after that its all about building family. haha. its ok, i will have time to breathe for a while before figuring out about building family and stuffs.

im gonna focus my energy on the coming interview this friday. bet that's gonna stray my mind out of buying new purse. hahaha. that's definitely a joke. im gonna get a new purse eventually. hurm. next month maybe. =P