new chapter.

i just don't understand guys. they are interested in you in the beginning, then they acted like there's nothing going on, ignoring you like im giving a shit with the idea of girls liking bad boys aka boys who treat them badly. playing games. tarik tali lah konon. oh my God, that is so last season okay?

but then, the moment they knew that you are already someone else's, the came crawling back. oh God, is that what it takes to make guys notice? why on earth, do they have to lost you in order to realise they want you. like, really really want you. urgh. disturbing ok. but then, it make me realise im making a wise decision. if im choosing that type of guy, im risking my happiness. i could be plotting the same stories. histories could be repeated. R is that type of guy. im sure he is.

im happy with F now. im not sure about future, but right now, im happy. he make me happy. seriously. i even texting while driving. (yeah yeah i know its normal for u guys, but its not something ill do normally) haha. im crazy now. though i negative feedbacks from acquaintance like, "kak, nape pilih dia? kan ramai yang tengah usha akak" im really happy. maybe he's not the perfect guy in other women eye's. but through my eyes, he's perfectly fine. :) usually, i think a lot about what other people might think and judge. now, not anymore. deep in my heart, i knew out of so many guys, he's da sweetest. always cheering me up. always wanting me to be happy even if its being with another guy instead of him. yerp.

haha. enough la with the jiwang jiwang mode ain. tau lah tengah rindu. annoying betul bila ain rindu kan someone. ok lah. nak sambung dengar lagu lagu jiwang. chiow~~